This may sound crazy but I'm so thankful for those eight people who had bothered to press that followed button, it means a lot. And I know my blog hasn't taken off in three days or something! But I wasn't expected to even get any page views so thank you so much!
This weeks post is really personal to write about but I thought when I started this blog I promising to be completely honest, so I guess I thought i might be easier if I jut go ahead and tell it. I found that having a blog was a good place to express my feelings, a bit like a diary but obviously many more people read it! And so today I was going to bring up a story, a true story, something that has just happened and I'm sure many people will relate.
I'm growing up now, and when girls grow up hormones kick in and they make you do things and feel certain emotions that you would usually do or feel. I think I like someone but I can't talk to him at all I just get so nervous around him.
Do you ever get that feeling when you want to say something but you can't because you scared or what they'll think? Well I've suffered from this feeling my whole life and it's only really starting to show. No one knows about this secret 'crush' but me me I don't think I want to tell anyone.
Although the awkward thing is I don't think he likes me which is embarrassing. But I've had these images in my mind that we're like meant to be! Or something crazy like that. But some time ago I was in a bus crash it was quite scary, but everyone was fine. When the bus stopped after the crash smoke was coming out the bonnet and there was lights everywhere, I was quite dizzy, however I didn't realise I had been knocked out and I was so nervous to talk to anyone. And I think this is why every time I get nervous or something I go dizzy, feel like I can't breath and it's started to happen ever since I've sort of fallen for Guy (that's not his actual name I'm just doing it for privacy reasons - and 'Guy' I have no idea where that came from) so I'm not sure if this is normal or not but I just thought I'd let you as I don't know what to do!
I hope you don't mind me writing about this! Everything will go back to normal next week but I just thought I don't want everyone to think as I have a blog, I'm the most confident person ever! If any of you have been through what I just described id love to know tips and tricks on how to help please lave them in the comments!
Poppet ♡
